Stop.
Think.
Prepare.
This IS something serious.
My cousin committed suicide. I think it is selfish. Honestly, I cannot speak on his situation, because I don't know what pain he was experiencing, but I know this. He has caused my family members sangren or profound sorrow. He had a young daughter. She was ten. What will they tell her? He had brothers. All who loved him so much. One of his brothers cried so hard when he learned of his death that he could not speak. We are not put on this earth for our own purposes. We are here to affect the lives of other. What if he was destined to enter into someone's life in the future, someone whose life he'd ultimately save? This person's life will suffer because he did not fulfill his destiny. It hurts that he couldn't find peace. Peace within himself. Maybe he should have let someone in. Let someone know. Because he was loved. And now we must suffer, because he was unable to deal with his pain effectively. Hopefully, his soul is safe. Hopefully he is at peace now. I didn't tell him this enough, but I loved him. Him and all his talking (he talked... a lot). Let me say this, always remember, you are not only living for yourself. You're presence could be what keeps someone else going. Take that away and what do they have. Live your life.
.In Loving Memory of Sean Smith.
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